I am Abby.

I think it would be nice to look back at all this stuff that im going to write sometime in the future when im married to a spanish man and have seven children, all of which are called paulo.
Mar 04
Permalink
“I don’t want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can’t think again. Not ever again.I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning”.

    “I don’t want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can’t think again. Not ever again.
    I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning”.